Slushies and meatloaf

Ryan hates meatloaf, so I haven't cooked it, but it actually sounds really good. I stil don't want to go eat a steak or pork tenderloin, but the consistency of meatloaf could be a way that I could get my protein and enjoy eating it.

I also want a slushie. I've wanted one ever since I saw a Sonic commercial for them on Saturday. Today is Monday. I think I might have to go get one during lunch. I resisted the temptation to get one at the Boat Show on Saturday night because I didn't want all that sugar in me that late at night.
My obsessive checking of baby websites and stages of development has calmed down a bit. I haven't even looked to see what food item they compare my baby to this week. (I.e. a kumkwat, lime, etc...)

Prenatal Yoga is still happening twice a week. I love it! I can't wait to do Mommy & Me Yoga. In Yoga class I had to ask if it was normal to not feel connected to the baby yet. I just feel as if I'm getting more fat and that's it. I'm almost back up to my weight when I was at my heaviest. I'm not there yet, but it's depressing. I just want my stomach to look like a baby and not chubby. Although, when I press on my stomach, it's hard, so I know it is the uterus underneath my skin and not all fat.

It's tax time again and I saw on the Government website that we can write off part of the IVF costs! Wahoo!! I'm still nervous that we could have to owe in taxes again this year. We'll see after we file it with a tax man.

I'm still working at TBN. God made me realize that I need to be here and not worry about being a career woman right now. I am at ease with working here and then potentially scaling it down to 2 days a week after the baby is born. I would think that 2 days a week would be perfect to earn some extra money and have just a little bit of time away from home. Ryan works 4-10's so he could be home with the baby one day a week and then hopefully a grandma or friend could have the baby on the other day that I work. Just a thought for now.